Jan 01 2009
It’s all over, so why am I so miserable?
I woke up completely out of sorts. I apologize to all those that are waiting for an email answer from me from my post last night. I have gone over your websites and read about you and am considering all your questions and have come to the conclusion that it is better that I wait till tomorrow, even the next day to get back to you.
So, why am I out of sorts? I think it’s because the holidays are all over with. Kinda like anticlimactic. A horrible condition I seem to have had every since I was a child and didn’t get those white knee high boots I wanted for Christmas.
The holidays was never what I thought it should be as a child and it still seems to be that way. So, I ridicule my attitude and chastise myself for a couple of days till I snap out of it and move on.
Plus, this horrible arthritic knee, has made it impossible for me to sleep the last couple of nights. I am not 100% convinced it’s arthritis, anyway, but more of a place for all the stress of my life to settle. Most carry it in their hearts, or backs or heads, my lands right dab onto my right knee.
I have wasted my day, reading People Magazine, although I did get a good laugh at looking at the ridiculousness of the celebrities in their designer clothes, ate a 1/4 pound of chocolate (will make it 1/2 pound as soon as I get done writing) and complaining about my being house bound with this stupid knee.
I am only optimistic that tomorrow my husband will be back at work, it will feel like a normal Friday and I will have no one to answer to other than the dog. That’s enough to cheer me up.
